Insufficient

sometimes i have to wonder just where the insufficiencies lie.
because as i look around i see all the people who'd be wrong for me
and think of how they should change their lives
but then i pause and wonder who's thinking that of me.
i know i've lots that needs improvement; lots to learn
so why cant i fix myself, instead of harshly judging others?

Alone

Sometimes I just want to be alone, and sometimes I am petrified of being by myself. Because when alone, not only do you never know who is watching you, and following your every movement, but you are also completely vulnerable to your deepest inner thoughts--which can be overpoweringly shocking.